I want to scream silently. I don't know why but I think sooner or later I'll enroll myself voluntarily to a mental asylum. I don't know what to write. I'm not lonely, I am alone. That is why I am asking WHY? Why do I have this kind of feeling? I can't feel my heartbeat anymore. Is my body capable of bearing these painful events that God gave me? I need Anna Manalastas to give me advice on how to live like a human within 100 days. I want someone to understand what I am going through right now. I need help. Will you help me? Do you think I am suicidal? I guess I am.
